when you look me in the eyes♥

^i get reallly happy. ☺

sorry, i'm in a lovey mood. <33333
but you make me insane, in the best way possible.
i think about you waay too much.
i relive the moments way too often.
but it's so worth the cost of my sanity, haha. (:
the thing is, for the past year or so, i have been depressed.
well, it stopped on july 27, 2009. the day JB saved me♥
then, i got much better[; and then...
maybe early november i realized something.
i really really liked this guy.
now every time i talk to him, i get happy.
no one talks to me like that.
you know, he makes me feel special.
i wish he knew, but he doesn't.
he's up there in the list of top guys ever(:
along with ...
Joseph Adam Jonas, Nicholas Jerry Jonas, Paul Kevin Jonas II,
James Tiberius Yorke, Gavin "Spinner" Mason, Toby Isaacs.
oh and how could i forget...
Craig Manning<3
you know, and he's somewhere in that mixx.
so basically, i want to talk to him wayy more than i do.
maybe it'll happen.
thanks for being there for me.
you just don't know it, but you are amazing. <3

there's more to life, than just to live.*

hi readers; happy thanksgiving. i have something to share(:

we are all so lucky to be on this earth. God has sent us down from Heaven, our true home, because we were strong enough to make it through this lifee. it's our choice whether we want to use that strength or not. you may not have the best life, but if you're toughing it out and still alive, then you're okay. you're living this life. that's what God wanted us to do. to live life to the fullest, or at least live as best you can. there's so much to look forward to... friends, family, love, everything. i'm so grateful. i love my life so much. i love my school, and the amazing people i have classes with. that school is just great;& i feel like our team is a family. i would not change my life at all, because i know that God is looking over the ones i love and i, and he's got a plan for our lives. that plan is like a road; we can take the great plan God gives us, or we can rebel. today, i am choosing to take His path. i know that God has made this world as a gift. we are His creation. i just realized all of this. God has given me this life that is so magnificent, and so much less troubled than some people's lives. some people have to live on the streets, with no food or warmth. but He has given me food, shelter, love, and everything else needed to have a good life. all i can hope now is that all the people who deserve a great life have one. thank you, God, for giving me the best gift of all... the gift of life.

because i'm crazy for yooou. (:

"oh look! it's sam." "you mean that weirdo?" "yeah, and now she has a megacrush on some guy!" "whoaaa, obsession!" "hahaha iknowright." "she's a freakadeak." "fo rizz."

so as you can seee, i have an insanely huge crush on this guy. i don;t know how to flirt but i just have to try. my best friend is trying to help me but ehh. i'm too subtle for herrrr. BUT OMG I LOVE SCHOOL. i get to see him & that excites me. no one has ever made me love school. this must be a sign xD. HE;SSOCUUTE. ♥ aagh. (: today... he LOOKED at me. *gasp* yeah ikr! likee, 3 times?!!? OHH BOY. i almost passed outt. he's just that cuteeeee. but we've only talked, like, once :[ *sadface* idk how/when to talk to him but i sure do like him a lot. and that's all.

AND I'LL WAIT FOR HIM TO COME, HE WON'T BREAK MY HEART, CUZ I KNOW HE'LL BE FROM... WAIT, NOT AUSTRALIA. hhahahaa.

xoxo peacepeace word to yo motha whatwhat;

sambam jonas. [:

teenage dreams in a teenage circus&;!

i wrote this back in my "emo" days. it was written on july 21, 2009, and has been in my ipod notes since then. it's pretty deep. the rest of the note has personal stuff (names, etc.) but this was the important part. hope it gives some insight.

and really.
i'd still love you.
but if this is where you're happy.
then stay.
i was never in the way.
but i could be.
i could be so in the way.
but love is just funny that way.
and thats what i cant stand.
love is like a bandaid.
and a cut at the same time.
you need it to heal you.
but its what hurt you.
in the first place.

bolded part is my favorite part. it's true. it's all true. gosh, that was a rough time for me. glad it's over, and my life is moving on.(:

you smile that beautiful smile & all the girls in the front row scream your name. ♥

tell me things like "i can't take my eyes off of you."

:]

-

Joehawk is back and better than ever!
He is more gorgeous than ever. And I love him. ♥
-

Superstar by T.Swizzle is quite obviously about him. It's amazing.

'Cuz she knows how I feel about Joe(:

Can I just say that Joe is amazing? Here's some 'Superstar' lyricsss.

-

"You played in bars, you play guitar

And I'm invisible and everyone knows who you are

And you'll never see, you sing me to sleep

Every night from the radio"

-

"Give me a photograph to hang on my wall

Superstar"

-

"This is wrong but

I can't help but feel like

There ain't nothin' more out there"

-

"I'm no one special,

just another wide-eyed girl

Who's desperately in love with you"

-

xoxo,

Sambam Jonas. ♥

can we stop going in circles? •

oh heeey, neglected blog(:

how's it goinggg?

no one comments this crap anywaay.

hahahah !

sooo , how about yall just twitter me or something?

@mhm_jonas !

OR AIM / YAHOO MEEE.

haahah, ask.fer.it. (:

sooo byee !

i'll come back when people commennttt .

or when i know what too sayy!

don't tell anyone by the jonas brothers is lovvve. :]

kkkk baayyy. >:3

i'm gonna put you first, i'll show you what you're worth. ♥

^one less lonely girll. it makes me cry HARD.

i'm crying while i write this. this song has a lot of meaning to me.

the jonas brothers having turned me into one less lonely girl.

and i'm not even lying. they put me first.

they showed me what i'm worth. it's amazing, to be honest.

there was this one guy that really hurt me.

but the jonas brothers really picked me up. and they just, i dont know.

they made me happy. they made me smile and laugh. :]

every morning i listen to them. it makes me feel good. beyond good.

you may not understand. i can understand how you DON'T understand.

you will never understand. no one ever will.

no JB fan will ever understand how another feels.

and non-JB fans DEFINITELY won't understand.

but in my heart, i know how i feel. and it feels like nothing i have ever felt.

i will never marry a jonas, but it doesn't matter.

i will have them in eternity. and for now;

i have them with me ALL THE TIME.

in my heart, in my mind, and all around me.

and i will never again be a lonely girl. ♥

you know she's dancing at the disco.

samantha atrophy/sambam jonas. ♥

heyyy, loves. i redid my blog a bitt. i love it. me&liv are scene noww. i love olivia annihilate. :] hehe. so. i just wanted to post. to say. that. my life is amazing. i loove my friends, family, etc. and the jonas brothers. ermm. my birfffday is comin' up. october 13th. better be gettin' IAT.

and YEAAAH !that's it, yo.

xoxo, samantha atrophy.

ps; jb is gangsturr. :D

i hear it every day, i hear it all the time.

selly's album is loveeee. (:

today was dang funn. i love my friends!

they know me SOOO well! honestly.

they see one jonas thing and then...

"SAMMMMYYY!"

lmao. gotta ♥ bff's.

so excited for mahh birfffday.

my friends are gonna put JB pix on my locker. :}

and demi, selena and justin bieber.

but mostly jonas. GOD, I LOVE MY BFF;S!

so yeah! i've been happy lately.

got sel's album. workin' on a hecka amazing project!

i can put jonas in it. (:

so thats excitin'. :D

&thats it yoooo .

BTW.

i love jonas secrets on facebook.

but they were hating on mandy!

NOT COOOOOL.

i love hur. :]

SO COMMENT, BBZ. ♥

it could never be the way i loved you... ♥

^oh god, makes me cryy.

so did i mention the jonas brothers are just amazing?

NO!?!?!? well, they are.

well, i've been there before & i've seen firsthand and front row seat ;]

^bestjonascouple!♥

i know it'll probably never happen ever again.

but they're perfect for eachother.

i trust her with joe & i don't trust anyone else.

i know they're bestfriends, but that makes a good couple. :]

so...

jandy for lifee! <3

&through the trying times; can't walk away!

^i can't walk away.

Joseph Adam Jonas + BRENDA SONG = no.

my point of view?

i'm a really bad fann.

i don't go for this;

"if he's happy, i'm happy" crap.

yeah, i understand it.

but he doesn't control how i feeel .

I LOVE THIS BOY TO DEATH.

but brenda song is his rebound.

and that's that.

gonna go be depressed.

xox,

sambammm.

you don't really even KNOW mee. !@$&^

every day when i go to school; i miss my jonas boys.

& it sucks 'cuz i feel like i'm not obsessed.

i want my babies, every minute of every dayy.

i miss them so fucking much.

listening to some JB songs now. but i just miss themmm.

there's no jonas in school. and then i have to wait til it's later to hear them.

& i absolutely hate it. i LITERALLY miss those boys.

ican;ttakeit!):

rant overrr. (:

i've been really wrapped up in play lately. they;re such a good band, wish they hadn't split up!

oh wellll ! i have an even better band to obsess over. {:

can you believe that it's almost been TWO months of jonas obsession?

thebesttwomonthsofmylifee. :]

SO. i'ma give SHOUTOUTS. ♥

first &_ foremosttt. (isn't that it? hahaa.)

OLIVIA!&^*%$ whhhoa! livlivlivvv . okay; i love her more than jonas. shes the reason these have been the best two months of my life& i can't thank her enough ! if she wasn;t in my life, i would most likeeely be depressed. i know i have a best friend+ she is definitely it.(: she just lives across the countryyy .haha. I LOVE YOU LIV. yourethebestieverhad. :}

secondly.!^&(%

emm, da freaak. (: bbeeessttt cooussiinn iiin thhhee frriggiinn wooorldd. ♥ we have talked basically every day after school. (: she makes me laugh so HARD!. love her foo dat. :] plusss . shes a freak, someone has to be hur frienndd. ;}

THIRRDDLY.

timothy. adfliskle, ems brother & my couusinn, obv. he got in the speshul classes this year cuz hes smarticlee.:] hes so cool;;; we have amazing convosss.

foourrthhhhhhhly. (:

all the people follow-friday'ing me on twitter lately! it's amazing; i ♥ it.

fifthh.whatwhat.

uhmm, they won't see it; but all my frannddss. :]

ANDTHATSIT,./!

yeahh, most of them won't see it. buttheydeserveit!

AND OMJ, I'M HYPPPEER !

the jonases are callmminnggg mmee aa bbiit.

seeee whhhattt iimmm dooiinng?

iiimm dooinngg a ttyppe sppazz.

ittss kinnddaa funnn buuut loottss off woorkk.

GOOODBYYEE. :)

you were the one i thought i neeeded. !

i decided to post 'cuz twitter is being a failwhaleee.

so i wanted to mention mah homegurls.

hahaha(:

the girls i eat lunch with. i couldn't ask for it any other way!

welll, i wish my other two bestays could be there.

but i guess it can't be perfffect.

but my other girls are there♥

i don't wanna give their names. cuz of creeepuhs. x]

but, yeahh.

basically my four best friends. and other friends(:

it would be amazing if my other two girls were there thoughh!

but our lunch is so fun & filled with laughs. haha.

we are always talking about random sheeet. :}

we;re so random& i love it.

i just LOVE those girls. (:

i couldn't get through middle school without themm. ♥

xoxo,

saaaambammm. ;]

if you're gone, i'll move on.

then(: ...

& now. <3

Happy 17th Birthday, Nicholas Jerry Jonas. ♥

i left a message on the saynow for him. & my mom made him a cakeee. (: AND i'm wearing my i ♥ nick shirt. god, i love this boy. he is amazing. he's my inspiration. he's such an AMAZING singer. his voice makes me smile. it makes me happy. :] i love to see that boy smile. i love it. i just can't get enough. he has helped me when i needed it. he has made the past 51 days the best of my life (with the help of his brothers♥). the songs he writes are amazing. so amazing, he even has my mom singing them. from WYLMITE to Turn Right. you can relate, you can cry to them even. he is one-third of the reason i get up every morning and have hope. i have so much love for this boy. he makes me giggle, smile, & cry. he is so talented and gorgeous. and inspirational. his diabetes has never held him back. he always keeps his head held highh.(: i want to be like that. be strong. and his personality is amaaaazing. witty, smart, kind, sweet,. :] i can't say enough about him. he leaves me speechless & breathless. he's gorgeous. he's just aaah. he's nick jonas. he's one of the most perfect boys on the planet. i love you niccccck. :)

i cannot believe you're 17. you will always be an amazing baby-face. (:

i;ve got a red bull & vodka up in my handdd. ;]

NEW LYRICS FOR THAT SONG;^

"hecka" all day.

"beezie" all night.

let's get it poppin'.

i'm in NORCAL, trickkk!

lmao, love it? yess. (:

i love norcal. cuz i like how they talk.

hahaa.

i came up with that rap during gymm.

dang you, hollister.

for having shirts that say "so cal"

but not "norcal".

i would get the NorCal shirt sofa king quick {:

North Cali 4 life.

wellll, i don't live there. but uhh.

liv made me like it.

ahaha, i'm cool.:]

comment, tricks. ♥

can't forget it, won't regret it;;

i love phone calls with my freakin' emilyyy.

^aka; my freaky cousin who i can talk to for HOURS.

and yeahh, i own her. MY freakin' emily. ;]

we talk about all this stuff.(:

jonas, boys, freaks, anything really.

besties since '05. <3

ex-jonas haterss; now jonas LOVERS. (:

she gave me such an amazing compliment.

& i love her even more for thatt!

what would i do without emi?

ughhhh. i don't know.

i'd probs be really lonely!

so many memories wif herr; ♥

i even remember our first sleepover.!

here's some memoriesss;:

big rob, big tim, demi & selena(:

the whole DC trip!

our miley/hannah love. & jonas hate!

(^haha, i always bring up our EX-jonas hate.)

"yo grand-daddeh." xD

the mermaid princess & evil shark king!

(^"yes i believe her!")

no cars in oklahomaaa!

shareena. 'nuff saidd.(:

writing songsss !

(^tim was the manager! xD)

all of my obsessions, lmao.

our jonas comic. :D

her 12th birffday party!

every freakin' sleepover.

(^&we've had over 20. at LEAST.)

the lakee. ;]

"you're fatter than kevin jonas

&kevin is SOOO fat!"

robbie. yeah, 'nuff said.

&everything elseee.

BASICALLY;

this post was necessary.

;cuz em is fraggin' amazing, haha.

LOVEMYEMIBAYBEEH.

<3

will you care when i'm gone & it's done...

& i've really had enough?

games, beezers!^ check it outtt.

KAY, SO.

school was good. not looking forward to wearing the gym uniformss.

i mean, idc. but eww. i don't wanna get changed with people. x]

french is the besssssst. (:

& in english, we had to choose writing subjects.

and i chose music as one. & i interpret that as artist.

and what's my fave musical artisttt?

JONAS BROTHERS. ♥

so if she lets me, i will be doing jonas essay.

lmao, i'm coool. [:

i'm having a jonas jam right now. cuz i went through withdrawl.

honestly. i was like OMFG I NEEED JONAS RIGHT NOW.

my mom & i jammed to y3k twice.(:

I'M SO EXCITED FOR MY BDAY!

i've, like, never been so excited for a birffday.

(october 13th, write it downn. i'ma turn 12.)

i may be getting it's about time.

yesss, you saw. it's about timeee ♥

loveliest album ever. :]

i can only think of jonas stuff i want for my bday.

&&moo-la. (;

em asked what i wanted. i'm like;

"jb self-titled album."

hahaaa, i'm direct most of the time.

ask what i want & i'll tell yuhh. ;]

but uhhhm .

mandy is now my official jam!

yeahhh, don't steal!

;D

so did i mention that...

I AM IN LOVE WITH JOEEEE?

well. i amm. ;]

all the single ladies. ooh bby.

haha, joe's sexaay dance.(:

so uhhm. i'm bored.

twitter me;

twitter.com/sambamjonasx3

msn me;

ask for itt.

orrr aim me;

askkkk.

(:

xoxo, sambam freakin' jonas. ♥

and i will see you again, when i rise. ♥

perfect. <3

a freakin' rant. beware. k, you were warned.

i'm tired of people saying they miss the old JB!

they are the SAME people. joe&nick&kevin.

nothing really changed; they just grew up a bitt.

i do agree that disney is holding them back from their true potential.

i love all of their songs. obviously. but i think disney has changed their sound.

IAT&JB were their best albums, IMO.

ALBL & LVATT weren't as good. okayy? AS.

they are more rehearsed now, but they're not kids anymore.

i wouldn't mind a joe rap every once in awhile. that's all i'm sayinnn,.

sure, disney made them less punky.

but JB wants to be looked up to. & they ARE.

and that's because they write things that are good.

not about bad stuff!

they are soooo amazing. how could you 'miss' them!?

they're right there. yes, i understand they have changed.

so what if they don't do small shows anymore?

they really can't. the whole place would be under attack, haha.

but i know they had more true fans back then.

i'm tired of girls commenting the videos and being like;

"nick is SOOO sexi i want 2 eat him"

i can't STAND that. stop looking at their appearances!

it's their music, kayy?

not their fucking faces. okay? not their amazing hair.

not their bodies. music should be the main thing!

& then, the next thing should be personality.

looks should be freakin' last.

honestly. i can't stand these girls who just love their looks.

it's horrible. i may be a new fan but...

i know what the fuck i'm talking about. you can call me fake.

but really, i DO love them & not just their looks.

i fell in love with them because of a SONG. not their faces.

i have grown up singing their songs. i would always listen to radio disney.

& they would always be on!

i liked/loved mandy, year 3000 (well, y3k got on my nerves, hah),

hold on, sos, that's just the way we roll, WYLMITE, burnin' up, & play my music.

i actually had a burning desire to see the 3D movie when it came out!

i didn't though. idk, i always found them so elusive.

ohkayyy, off-topic.

but the point is;

yes, their style changed & their fans have too.

but they are the same joe, nick & kev, and that won't change.

♥jonas4lifeee.

EDIT!; joe's straight hair will always pone. straight > curly. (:

i will see you in eternity. ♥

i'm laying in my bed & i'm on my ipod. and i needed to blog. because i need to explain my feelings for this boy. joseph adam jonas. i was just watching a video of JB performing 'eternity' & i saw him, and then i bursted out in tears. first of all, he looked gorgeous. he looks amazing in any color, but especially purple. and of course, he was wearing purple. but then his voice. his face. his everything. i can't describe how i felt. but right now i'm tearing up just thinking about it. i love all of JB. but joe is my baby. my everything. the love of my life. to me, he is perfect. he can make you laugh & smile when you're feeling yucky. he can make you cry happy tears. and he can make you immensely want a bear hug from him. and everything about him makes me happy. it's like, if i threw up while looking at him, i would be throwing up happiness. he makes my heart explode in the good way. i want him to hold me, especially when i'm down. just imagining that makes me happy. his smile makes my world a better place. it's gorgeous. he's a gorgeous person, inside and out. joe is on my mind a lot. when i'm not doing well, & can't access any jonas, i think of how eventually i'll have them. and it's all worth it. joe's smile instantly makes me feel better. his happiness is my happiness. i wish he could know all of this. i want him to see how much i truly love him. i want him to know how amazing he is. and what he has done for me, & is doing for me every single day. joseph, i want you to marry me. hold me when i need to be held. hug me when i'm down. make me laugh when i don't want to. and be with me every day. i know it'll never happen, but it's my dream. he means soooo much to me. he's "light that makes my darkness disappear" and that's no lie. i love you, joe.

she was on her way to mars... ♥

ASDFGHJKL. that song makes me cry.

lmao, i'm lamee.

Out Of This World - Jonas Brothers. ♥

have i mentioned that they are amazing?

if you aren't a jonas fan;;

you'll never know if you like them til you listen to every songg.

it takes one song, & then you;ll love every song.(:

so yeah. that was quick post. :]

xoxo, sambam.

i know there's no need to worry.♥

current jb favess.(:

(from each albumm,.)

It's About Time;

Year 3000.♥

Jonas Brothers;

Australia.♥

A Little Bit Longer;

Tonight.♥

Lines, Vines, and Trying Times;

Keep It Real.♥

woooop wooop. i love these songs currently.(:

they;re great. like, honestly.

listen to them, if you haven't.

<3

more&more, i start to realize...

...how much i love WYLMITE. (:

i NEED to learn hollywood on piano though. and maybe australia on guitar. 'cuz that song rocksss. :D godd, i love it.(: the only jonas song that i really don't LOVE is lovebug. idk why! just don't adore itt. but ehh. my top five jonas songs have fucking changed! ASDFGHJKL. i'll do my current faves from each album. ugh; that'll be the next post. & new fave wordd? dumbfucks. i love it. :] i needed to twitter it earlier cuz i was FED UP! everyone comments old jonas videos and are like 'oooh disney gave them an image. they were so much better back then!'. i'm like 'shut the fuck up. you make it worse for me! i already feel guilty for being a fan for a short amount of time and then you say the people i love right now have a fucking disney image!!? i really don't care. they were amazing guys then and they're the same now. what's wrong with this so-called image anyway? so what if they can't perform at festivals now. they are amazing so SHUT YOUR MOUTH. dumbfuck!' haha, those are my thoughts. i can't stand these peopleee. but yeah. my next post will be current jonas faves. i may do that every week or so. (: cuz i don't really think i can pick official favess. so yes! gonna post that. :]

i would not get tired, 'cuz i'd be with youu.♥

D team, beeezie! (:

best classes, kind of.

my homeroom/social studies teacher is old and mean.

but ehhh. none of the other teachers are bad! :]

9th lunch period wif some friendies !

hecka cute guy sits near me in homeroom & pre-algebra.

i forget his name thoughhh, lmao.

some of my friends are in my class, yay!

cross your fingers that i make lots of friends!(;

11th period chorus rockss. haha, all the cool peoplee[:

+my best frienddd ! ♥

and as for jonas names (in my classes)?

one nick, two joes, one kevin, & one frankiee! :D

yaaay ! hahaahah. <3

other best friend is on my buss (:

top locker, suckaaa !

right outside of my homeroom. ^_^

english teacher = so funn(:

french teacher = niceee:]!

math teacher = prettty dang cool.

social studies teacher = ehh. not so much.

science teacher = really nice :3

chorus teacher = coool x3

literacy teacher = sweet but kinda strictt. ;]

P.E. teacher = scary but cool .xD

one thing that suckss?

P.E. first. ughhh. but i guess it's okay.

my friend & i were in the gym today and saw...

THE ROPE. x]

lmao, the dreaded rope. pray we don't use itt .d:

one thing that's pretty good?

last period chorus !:]

chorus is the bombb.

we;re going on a field trip at the end of the yearr;

&+ we're gonna be in a singing competition. :D

&_omfg.

the bus is kindof psychoo . o_o

there's this boyy. & we see him at the bus stop.

and it's like, 'oh crap, is that (insert his nickname here)?'

and yeahh, it was. he is hilarious!

but sooo loud ! lmaaao, thank god he's not in any of my classes.

but overallll;

the bus is really good. my friends' buses are near mine.

so we walk togetherr. :]

the coooolest twins ever are in my homeroom.

boy&girl; both my good friends.(:

i sit near the desk in math, bummerr !

but the cutie sits behind mee.

sad thing is, i don't know if he's a "nerd" yett.

so, ehh.

&whoaa. there's this freak in my french class.

i think he actually has issues, mentally. idontknow!

i hate the french class's hallway.

it's eighth grade territory. d:

uhhm. eighth graders are obnoxious. just a bit. (;

and i didn't expect so many 'emo' girls.

plaid skinnies? black hair with blonde streaks? a pound of eyelinerr?

it was odd, but i don't mind them.

&i hate the "cool" girls. it;s so weird. they all banded together over the summer.

at least i get to come home and listen to jonas(:

there's this girll, she seems nice. we sit near eachother in two classes.

might talk to her tomorrow .?

she sits next to me in SS, sooo... yeah.

that's not the best idea. /:

&&&locckkerrrs ?

i'm okay with them, but we don't have a lot of time between classes.

my locker schedule suckss. i just figured it out.

after odd classes. have to get stuff for four classes at one point! D:

NO NO NO .

and we can't bring our bags. wtf.com.

lmao, i'm having a spasmgirl.com right now. (KATHRYN&LIV!)

&btw, my homeroom is so amazing. sortaaa. ;]

but yeaaaaah !

i have to jonas it up or somethingg.

thank god for half dayss .

pray tomorrow will be good. please.

xoxo, sambam♥

ps; follow these two twitters!

@the_joehawk

&

@vintagejbfans!

thankkkks. (:

it;s too quiet in here. ♦

love that picturee.♥

kay, so, basically. i'm freaking out! i just got picked to co-own a twitter fansite with someone! (@curefornickj) i'm sooo excited. i can;t say what we're gonna do, 'cuz that would ruin it. haha, but i'm so excited. i was in shock. my mouth was like ':O'. haha, it's truee. but i'm so excited, can't wait to make the account. it's gonna be loads of funn. i just know it. i'm too freaked out to blog much, haha. so yeah. and my twitter? @sambamjonas_ check it out if you really wanna. (:

xoxo,

a very excited sambam (:

i must not chase the boyss. (;

^faye, anna, anaïs, & rosie. aka; play ♥

they were my fave band when i was 5 or 6. (: they;re pretty good, but they've broken upp. look up 'us against the world' or 'i must not chase the boys' on youtubee. tell me what you think. but yeah. i finally figured out my top 5 JB songs, no particular order. i'll post it in a bitt. gotta have some time to do it. i probs will later tonight. so yeah, gonna listen to demi's cd & stuff. ttyl .<3

yeah, we all see through you //

^really starting to like them. correction; love! (:

well, hello, my blog readers. how are you today? i'm just finee. i have been listening to 'Every Time You Lie' by Demi Lovato for about four hours now with very minimal breaks. yeah, crazy. i love it. (: i keep on telling myself that this is the last time, then i'll change the song. but that's not happening. so yeah. today was pretty good. some drama, i guess if you wanna call it that. i think i'm just a freak. haha. i've been a twitter addict tonight. haha. i have to enjoy my last days of summer though. and guess what time i woke up today?! 10:35! i had a dream about starbucks & em. i think there was some jonas in it, but very little. ): haha. i should actually be sleeping but my mom has been letting me stay up late. which is bad! i have to prepare for the earliness of school. plus tomorrow i'm shopping at the mall! i'll be drained, haha. plus i'm going to my nana's house. i get the see Aunt Beck & Aunt Jeanne. lmao! that just reminded me of that song 'Becky.' haha. just me & liv's weird conversations. ;] so you mayyy have noticed that my blog is private now. uhm, it's because i'm afraid of creepers. so yeah. i don't know how i'm supposed to tell people. i'll probs take it off privatee. it's too hard. i will after i post. but yeahhh. i just needed to post. i love you alll. lots. and lots and lots. ♥

something about you is so addictive♥

i smile when i see them. :]

hai. sambam here, obviously. i have, like, 8 days til school. which is gonna suck. i mean, i'm kinda excited. but i'm gonna miss sitting around listening to the jonas brothers and watching disney. i mean, this summer i went from samantha (insert last name here) to sambam jonas. big transformation! i think it was a good transformation. i just can't wait til next summer, haha. already, i can't wait til summer! i have a feeling next summer will be aahmazing(: this summer has been fun, but i didn't do much. so next summer, my goal is to do some more stuff! but this school year will be good. my homeroom is pretty good & my bestest friend is on my bus. so the bus ride won't be a living hell. haha! i thought i would have no one to sit with but i guess i do. :] thank god. i just pray to god this school year won't suck. i really need a good school year. one that i really enjoy. i think this will be the year. :] i know there will probs be drama though. i mean, i'm in middle school now. seventh grade. people will obviously date. people have been dating since fifth grade. but i think it will really be the year where people actually start having a relationships. or maybe that'll be eighth gradee? i don't know. i don't think i'm mature enough to date, lmao. okay, maybe i am(; but stilll! so what do you people think about seventh grade? will it be amazing? or will it just suck? haha. i think it'll be all good, or at least i hope... ttyl? xoxo ♥

there;s nothing else i can sayy. (;

lmao. em's apparently gonna be the jonas sister!
ahahah. i'm stillll marrying joee. or frankie. ;]
but yeah. all i have to sayy is;;
friend of a friendd.
&&;
eh eh theres nothing else i can say.
cuz that would ruin it!
just keep guessing. only em and i know.(:
you;re just gonna be jealous if it happenss.
haha. jus sayin. ♥

when i have a problem, i'm sure that mandy knows. :D

MANDY JUST TWITTERED MEEEE!
oooohhh mmmyyy gooodd .
i am freaking outt.
the mandy. mandy van duyne.
the girl that always laughs when the jonas brothers act stupid. :O
THE GIRL IN THE SONG.
today is the best day of my life. ever.
thank you for responding, mandy! ♥

i'm not gonna let you; disappear. ♥

Nicholas Jerry Jonas. ♥

Mr. President. (:

Olivia's husbandd!

My brother-in-law. ;D

&ofcourse, my inspiration.

it's getting hard to say hello.

Paul Kevin 'K2' Jonas II. ♥

kevin(: we alll know i love joe. but this boyy. oh, he's amazing. so sweet. so kind. so hilarious. & adorable. he makes me smile, no matter what. he's got amazing dance moves (duh!) and he's just great. i don't understand how you couldn't like this boy. Emily & I have a little some-some planned for his birthday, but we be keepin' that on the DL. (; this man is my future, uhh, cousin-in-law. i think that's correct. x] he's just such a happy person. so full of smiles. &so full of lovee. this boy is basically my idol. Joe is my love, Nick is my inspiration & Kevin is my idol. i'm already kind of the girl version of kevin. he reminds me of me. (: and not only is he my idol, but he has such an amazing voicee & tons of talent. he is just so amazing. i look up to him. he's just the sweetest boy everrr. nothing will ever change thatt. i love you, kevin. keep on being yourself, because that's what i love about you. and jsyk, you're gorgeous. gorgeous as heck. ilysm . ((: ♥ !

you;re a star & i'm fanatical. ♥

onemonthwiththejonasbrothers. (:
it's been amazing. they are my life, basically.
them&the whole of disney channel. :]
so yesyes. <3
i just wanted to show you all some cool sites;;
operationbeautiful.com
&
givesmehope.com
:D
they're soooo lovely.
you're all beautiful, bythewayy. ♥
but that's really it.
found my HSM soundtrack & hannah/milerzz cd's!
nostalgia's goooood. ;]
so, talk to meeh. comments are good. <3
xoxo, sambamm . ((:

it's a hope for all the hopeless, in the worst of trying times.

i am never good enough for myself. i can like something, but it's never good enough. i can do something, never good enough. get something & it is never good enough. i can like the jonas brothers, but according to me, i don't have any credibility compared to the 3-year fans. &; it sucks. i'm never good enough for me. you could think im good enough, but i feel like im nott. ): it is such a horrible feeling. i feel so loser-ish. sorry for being emo. please comment. tell me im good enough.

&; a perfect rainbow never seemed so dull. ♦

let's talk about a little some-somee.
basically, i want to vent about a little thing called 'best friend.'
noww. what IS a best friend? i guess it could be defined in many ways.

and i just want to say what i really want in a best friendd. ;*

i want a girl that will always be there for me. i want someone who's ready to stay up alllnight at sleepovers listening to JB. she kindof has to be a jonas fan. period. she has to be obsessed, like mee. ;] i have to be able to trust her with my lifee. someone i could be totally myself with. we could go to jonas concerts and hang out all the time. & pull allnighters doing nothing but sneaking in the kitchen to eat whatever crap we're craving. i need her to like radio disney. we would blast it whenever our parents were driving us somewhere. we'd proudly wear our jonas shirts together. hehe (: but it's not all gonna be jonas obsession. obviously i need her to be an all around nice / good person. i want people to see us as glued at the hipp, yuh know? the kind of friend where you could go anywhere and people see us and say 'they are truly best friendss.' we would bring life anywhere we went, whether it's the mall or school or walmartt. :D the kind of friend where both of our families would be fine if we just walked in either of our houses and said 'whats for dinner?' [: a second family. kimmi & DJ friendship. our moms would be friends & our dads would be friends. i need her to be a kid at heart. go to the playground, listen to radio disney, watch disney & nick & cartoon networkk. the kind of friend that you rarely fight with , & it never lasts long. where everything you do is togetherr. whether its a project, going to a concert, hanging out, etcc. nothing we do would ever be boring cuz we'd be together, having funn. a lifelong best friend.

i want thatt. that's currently, like, my dream. haha. [:
but realllly. i want that . don't youu? you're lucky if you do have it.
so yeahh. just had to sayy that.
*wants a bestfriend like that* ):
xoxo♥, sambam . :]

hey baby, why you treatin' me badd?

you know when you listen to a certain band so much that they become the background music to your lifee? well, i know. it's happened with owl city & kindof with metro station. now it's the one & only jonas brothers. the loves of my lifeeee (: ♥ i got the rolling stone. it's amazing. i laid in my brother's room & read it and listened to LV&TT on repeatt. it was amazing .i never realised how much i do love them. it's just ahhhmazing. i can't get enough of them. they are everything to me. no one really sees it,. they think i'll 'get over it'. well, think again. i can assure you that these boys are going to be a big part of my life for a very very very very very very veryyyy long time. they amaze me. and make my life happy. thank you boys. tomorrow will be one month. aka the best month of my life. ♥ i can't thank them enoughh. [: <3

everybody gets the itch, everybody hates that _(;

i got Lines, Vines & Trying Times. ((:
it's amazing. i was actually looking for the 'Jonas Brothers' album.
but it wasn't theree. :[ but i had to get one CD. that was my goal.
so i got this. it was between this and A Little Bit Longer.
i chose this, obviously. so next i want to get Jonas Brothers.
then i guess i'll get ALBL. i'm most likely getting It's About Time on october 13thh.
i'm so excited. it's my fave album of alltime (IAT). i adore it(:
so yes yes. i'm waiting for my Rolling Stone to comee.
why is that magazine named after a band? isn't that kinda dumb?
i think it is. haha.
so if you have LV&TT, here's a question;;
isn't the booklet sexy? doesn't it turn you on!?!?
i looked through it a billlllion times.
i was like 'oh joseph. sex me uppp.'
haha! but those really were my thoughts.
he's a sexy hunk of mann. jus saying.
turn to the second page of the booklet.
the pic of joe sitting on the counterr.
OH MY GOD. he. is. so. sexy.
&he looks amazing in hot pinkk. [:
so i'm just here to say that the jonas brothers are sexy.
but the sexyness is just a bonus.
they're sweet, funny, talented & amazing tooo.
mmm, joseph. ♥
hahaah.
byeee ! xoxo, sambamaramalam.(;

& you don't know what you've got until it's gone; and you don't know what it's like to feel so low.

hi, everyone. i have a message to tell you all.;
last night was probably the worst night of my life. i'm being honest. i felt as if i was going to cry at any second. my heart was broken. i felt it drop. i was trembling. it was a bad bad bad experience. in the end, everything was okay. but you know what? i'm glad i have such a forgiving friend. because it didn't have to be okay. she could have just stayed mad. i'm so glad she didn't. i just want everyone to know that friendship is realllly special. when you find a best friend, you shouldn't take it for granted. if you made a mistake, you have to admit it and move forward. and i had to do that. just follow my advice and never fight with your best friend ever again. if you DO fight with your best friend, just "hold on" & "have faith, restart." okay? and let me tell you one more thing. when i woke up this morning, i was in total denial. i told myself it was a bad dream, and that would never happen because we're best friends. i told myself all of that stuff, but i knew it wasn't true. it still hasn't sank in. but it's going to have to. but the point is, we all make mistakes. you have to fix them. that's what best friends are about.
& hey best friend; thanks for giving me another chance. ♥
ps; listen to hold on if you're ever in a situation like i was. and everyone should go listen to true friend. okay? thank you! :]

i know she'll be from australia...

i just started liking that song today ^^.
I CAN'T BLOG! I HAVE BLOGGER'S BLOCK ]:
goodbye<3

as time was ticking, we were winning,. <3

heads upp, yo. (:
new blog coming soon. i don't know if people will actually read it.
but i think it'll be cooool. i'll still have this blog;; that one will be for other stuff.
i have to think of a namee & url. so i'll figure it out todaaaaaay . :D
comment. plz. (:
xoxo, sambam (loves joseph adam.)
ps; jonas live chat today on facebook. be there or be square. :]

people, we're not braggin'! he's the american dragonn. (:

thursday&friday;; best days ever.
when em got here, she was like 'no jonas!'
but then we basically had a jonas overload.
camp rock; concert experience; youtube videos; old live chats;
baby bottle pops; music videos; t-shirt decorating; BOP magazine;
disney channel; &jonas talk.
when em left? well, it was a different storyy.
she's marrying kevin. yeahh. :] no, we don't care about danielle. d:
we giggled our heads off. here's some insiderss. (;
-"there's no cars in oklahoma!"
-"i love you, shareena... gurl please."
-midget glasses!
-"i got my library card & i'm checkin' you out!"
-ROBBY IS MY BFF. (:
-tim & i fighting about year 3000 and kids of the futuree.
-robby's notee. :D
-joe is wearing lip gloss during camp rock! "it's, like, coral!"
-baby bottle pops for breakfast. ;]
-tim not knowing that the american dragon theme song is JB,.
yeahh, we be coool. (:
here's our songs, harhar. (i'm just choosing random songs we listened too!);;
party in the USA. gotta find you. starstruck.
too cool for you. umbrella. joe's ringtonee .xD
mufasa rap ♥.
and many moree (:
em&i made tshirts. i wrote basically every JB song on the back of mine.
and i wrote lots of stuff on the front. it was very funn. :]
emily is sooo cool. BAHAHHAHA. i love you emm.
here's a list of people i lovee; xD
em-uh-leee ! joseph adam jonas. robby. xD paul kevin jonas II.
timmy. nicholas jerry jonas. olivia. :] my parents, haha! aunt sue. (xD)
AND SO MANY MORE. <3>i'm marrying josephh, ♥. emily is marrying kevin. :D (according to her; this will be after kev & danielle's divorce. lol, that's why i love em.) and we both love nick. haha. but not like we love our hubbies. d: so liv can marry nickk . YEAHHH . :]
and uh, yesterday was demi's birfdaay. she's great. 17♥
and yeahh. i don't what to say at this point.
AWKWAAARD. (; haha, so comment me. my blog feels emptyy .):
xoxo, bye, lovelies. [:
-sambamm.

could it be, you're not that far? ♥

i got my baby bottle pop(:
thank youu, emily!
it's yummm.
em is hurr. we be chillin'<3
we watched camp rock and various other things have to do with the jobros.
apparently she only really likes joe and kevin. pshh. harhar ;D
THERES NO CARS IN OKLAHOMA.
:D
so uhh. i think one of my good friends is mad at me. ):
oh well. i don't wanna deal with that right now.
so we're gonna go stuff.
(:
goodbye, xoxo, sambaam. :]

time for me to fly, time for me to soar, time for me to open up my heart & knock on heaven's door. ♥

I FOUND A JOBROS CONNECTION;;
okay, so in the JONAS episode 'Frantic Romantic'...
Sara Paxton is in it, okay?
and Sara Paxton was in 'Aquamarine' (a movie; who remembers it?!) a few years back.
and yesterday I found out that a JB song is played during the credits of that movie! (:
Time for Me to Fly is the song playingg. so yeah. i figured that out.(:
Frantic Romantic --> Sara Paxton --> Aquamarine --> Time for Me to Fly
so i'm gonna watch Aquamarine laterr :]. i have it on DVD.
so i thought i'd share all of this. thankk you. ♥
sambammm! ☺

i will not disappoint youu, i will be right there for you.

sometimes i feel like nothing is ever good enough.
&i'm happy and upset at the same time.
lately something extremely stupid has troubled me.
okay, we all know i just became a jonas brothers fan.
and the problem is the JUST BECAME part. D:
i feel like i missed out on all the good JB times.
i love all of their old songs. i don't love as many of the newer ones.
i miss them being young. i'm sorry. this makes me looks like a bad fan.
but really, some people grew up liking them or whatever.
i grew up with them, just not liking them. ):
i think they were a part of my childhood. & ARE a part.
AND OH MY FREAKING GOD!
i just have to say something;;
i was 2 songs late! kids of the future is on the last 10 songs on radio disney.
AND I MISSED IT. ]:
oh welll. blah. so i really want to go jonas crazy.
but it makes me feel like a bad fan 'cuz it's been 3 weeks.
i did/am growing up with these boys.
i guess it really is better late than never.
just, you know, things would be so different.
or maybe if i liked them back then...
i wouldn't be liking them now. i don't know how to feel.
because i love them sooo much. maybe i've secretly loved them the whole time.
i think i have. because i was too embarassed to like them before.
now i don't really care. who cares what music i like!?
you know what, it's about the music.
I JUST WANT THE JOEHAWWKKK~
): joehawk plz. or at least the joe straight hair. haha.
you know what? i really do love those boys.
it's just hard to be like 'oh yeah i've liked them for, uh, 3 weeks... heh.'
other people can be like '3 WEEKS?! i've been a fan for 3 years.'
D:
i'm sorry. i may cry. can someone reassure me?!?!?!?!
i'm just afraid i missed the jonas brothers 'peak' or whatever.
no one's obsessed with them in my school anymore.
so maybe they've peaked. &i missed it.
&I FAIL FOR EVEN THINKING THAT.
i need therapy. because i think everything is just horrible.
D:< this sucks. i should be happy. but because i'm so emo [xD], i can't accept anything. i guess we all have to become a fan sometime. ): i came a little too late. just a little. i'm gonna buy every jonas cd out there. i think. haha. i have to stop focusing on the old music. just listen to more new music. & old. a big mixture. i just want a baby bottle pop & joe jonas to hold me. i love him, i wish i was his agee. (: no, i'm in love with himmm. srsly. i'd take of them. nicholas, joseph, kevin, even franklin. :] but i really want joe. i want josephhh. or at least to be his friend. he could sing me songs. gosh, he's magical. wow, i feel better. joe just does that to me. he makes me happy.
:D ♥

consider me destroyedd. [;

Joick will never be a couple. there is no JoexNick. haha. xD

raay-dee-oh ; dizz-nee. <3
my favourite radio station for lifee. (:
it all started when i was 7 or 8.
all through 6th grade, though, i liked another station.
but yeah. OMG JONASSSSSSS~
sorry, they came on the radio~~ :D
but uh. now i'm back with radio disneyy. :]
i want them to play mandy really bad.
i online requestedd it. ♥
mandy was the first JB song i ever liked.
it actually started out that i HATED year 3000.
so uhh. guess what i'm most likely getting for my birthday!?!!
IT'S ABOUT TIME.
you know you're excited. it's about freaking time!~
that is the best jonas album ever. i don't care what anyone says(:
it's actually my fave album of all-time currently.
sadly, it's bunches of money. ):
BUT I'M PROBABLY GETTING IT. ♥&& i'm happy~!
sorry for all the ~'s! i was fangirling xD
mandy is stillll not playing. IT'S MY JAMM. [:
i hate everyone who says kevin is ugly.
kevin is sexyy / gorgeous .
so is nick. THEY'RE ALL FREAKIN' SEXYYY.
get over it; you're jealous. hehe ;3
peace;love;JONAS?!?!
xoxo, sambam [[:
whoaa, this post was filled with fangirl. [; yummehz.
oh & i want to lick joe jonas like a baby bottle pop.
BAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH. ♥(:
ps; who else wants to meet mandy??!

sweetcandyfunnn.<3

i'm in love with these boys & this song. they're amazing. (:

& your great-great-great-granddaughter is doing fine. :D

NEW BLOG URL; iwantababybottlepop.blogspot.com

uhm. guess what! (:
i've been saying that i've been a fan since july 27, 2009.
but that's just when i went a little bit ojd.
i've liked mandy for years . same with year 3000. <3
my mother has known the words to year 3000 for years.
i've liked some of the more popular songs for sure.
so really. i've been a jb liker. but not an ojd-er.
yeahh . i didn't just magically make a transition.
i started liking them a couple weeks before i got ojd.
no, like, actually listening to new songs.
so clearing that up.
& on friday, rolling stone is releasing a limited edition jb isssue! (:
getting it. for suree. ♥

i'd climb a mountain just to hear your echo (youu.) <3

+ i don't wanna be cliche; but i've been ill for 3 weeks .

i have OJD. i don't want it to go awayy. (:

don't send me to the doctor.

send me to a jonas concert. ♥

(it's not a phase // this is how it is &this is how it's gonna stay)

ps; i have realised that i'm waay like kevin. i find him saying stuff that i would definitely say. i love that boyy; he's amazing. :D

as the morning sun begins to rise... <3

"Well, I just have the best looks, so it doesn't matter." --Paul Kevin Jonas II. (:

&i just want to say that joseph adam's voice makes me cry happy tears. ♥
i'm sorry. buuut, this boyy. i love him . [:
SO TODAY! i got two great things;
Camp Rock on DVD. :D!
&&
BOP magazinee. :]
omfg, BOP hadd pictures of the jonas brothers from 3ish years ago.
goddd, i almost cried. these boys have grown up so much. ♥
they're freakin' lovely role models. i look up to theem. (: b
ut yess. my dad & i watched camp rock ! he loved it. :D
my parents also loved the concert experiencee. which made me so happy !
so yeah. my plans for this weeek?
nothing. like normal. but em might sleepover on thursdayy.
we're def gonna watch the JB concert experience + maybe camp rock.
my two new favee movies ! har har. ;]
uuhm. who noticed that i haven't cursed quite as much lately?
it's because i have role models for once in my lifee. :) i
t's actually lovely. i feel like i can be such a better personn.
ssso . i'd appreciate comments. i'm gonna listen to radioo disney. ♥ ;]
xoxo, sammy jonas, yo. *(:
PS; watcch out. on wednesday at 8:00 (easteern?), disney is playing the best hannah montana episode everrr ;
Me & Mr. Jonas & Mr. Jonas & Mr. Jonas
i actually lovedd that episode when it first camee out. (:
so watch it . i knooow i will. <3 [[[:
PPS; demi&joe's voices are friggen' gorg togethaa .<3

i'm on the edge of crossing the line. ♥

"My secret is... I'M SUPERMAN!" -Joseph Jonas. :]

happy 20th birthday to my hero, Joseph Adam Jonas. (:
i look up to this boy more than anyone in the world.
i cannot believe he's 20; it feels like just yesterday that he was, like, 17.
he has always been my favourite jonas. ;] don't tell kev & nick!
this boy amazes me. every time i see him it's like 'BAM!'.
& i end up loving him even moree. [: it makes so happy.
he makes me laugh&smile when i'm crying (which was proven today).
i will always be there for joe. he's my absolute number onee.
and when i say that i mean that i wouldd do anything for him.
he is so talented. his voice? it gives me the goooooosebumps!
i'm wearing my 'i ♥ joe' shirt for a reason. it's because i honestly do love him.
he's gorgeous, kind, amazing, talented, sweet, hilarious, perfect.
he's the kind of boy that can put a smile on your face no matter whatt.
this boyy is everything to me. i know i could never actually marry joe.
but if i could, i'd be marrying the most amazing boy on the planet.
whoever gets to marry him will be absolutely the freakin' luckiest girl ever.
i'll envy her for suure. but i know that joe has a love for all his fans.
that's good enough for me. (: ♥ Joseph Adam, you ARE amazing. i will always love you. i don't think i could live without you. I'm telling you, you're my everything. ♥
p.s. happy anniversary, mr&mrs jonas! thank you for giving birth to four (yes, the bonus jonas as well!) of the most amazing boys on the planeeeet. ♥

i'm so destructive, just like a tsunami. [;

"You should be able to share everything with your girlfriend." -Nicholas Jonas!
^aw, nick. you really are off the chain. :]

today was amazing for various reasons.
well, last night, i slept over my aunt & nana's house. sooo fun!
and today my aunt&i went shopping. i'll tell you what i gott;
Disneyy Store;
-Jonas Brothers Concert Experience DVD (2-Disc Special Edition)
Sephora;
-Sephora white eyeliner pencil
-Lip gloss sample
Hot Topiic;
-Black nerd glasses
&that's it. (:
i can't watch the JB movie today, but tomorrow i'm gonna.
wellll, i could watch it today, but not on our big tvv.
so i'll probs waitt. :]
sofa king excited:D
i'm gonna watch the degrassi movie tonight, but on our littler tv.
i wanna watch JB moree though![:
but yesssssssssss.
i'm megaa-tired. don't knoow why.
but erm. i'ma go find something to doo.
love;
samanfer ♥

she's an underdog. ;]♥

"OH CRAP!" --Danger Jonas(:

i'm posting from my ipod. excuse typos.
thank you for the feedback from my last post.
i swear, i don't want to be a poser.
i'm honestlyy embarrassed.
i put a bad name to JB fans. ):
i sicken myselff.
what's my problem?!
oh. i think im mrs freaking jonas.
im not! i've liked them for two faah-king weeks.
yeah. i never thought liking a band would be so complicatedd.
but i just want to tell everyone something.
i started liking the Jonas Brothers the day that Camilla & Joe broke up.
i started liking them because of Much Better.
i felt bad for Joe. he was always my favee. :]
i came to joe in his time of need.
i know i come on a little strong.
but for me it's either be obsessed or forget about the band.
and i'm not a poser, to that stranger that said that!
i just love them, kaay? dont judge. thnx. ♥
i decided on the second day that i liked them that i wouldd be front-row at their concert.
i became a superfann all of the sudden.
because of love at first sight.
well, bye. xoxo, sammy. just plain sammy. no last name tonight ):.

take a gulp, take a breath; go ahead. (:

"Excuse me, I'm looking for the swimming pool." --Joseph Adam Jonasss. (:
&you know you miss that. i hecka do. it's not even funny. i want that so badly.

I MISS THE JOEHAWK. i have a really big burden on my shoulders or whatever.
all these jonas superfans have been fans for years. what do i have to show?
i miss the joehawk. i miss nick's huge fro. i miss spiky kev hair.
&i miss joe's silliness which was to the max. i miss nick's... uh, him not being so quiet.
and kev stayed the samee. no complaints.
i wasn't there in the beginning. i hated themm. i did try a couple years backk.
didn't work. i wish it did. i want to say i've liked them for three years.
i want a time machine. i'm glad i love them now but i seem like an effin' poser.
so this my plan. i'm gonna learn their albums in order of when they came outt.
okay, i just came up with that. I LOVE THE JOEHAWWWK.
i'm gonna be listening to 'It's About Time' for awhile. i love every song on this albumm.
i just miss some stuff. i don't think it's very rational. i miss their old HAIRR.
what's my problem? hair? wow, sam. ): i'm sorry, i may cry. D':
and it's not helping that i'm listening to 'One Day At A Time'. )':
why am i freakin' sad?!
i love them sooo much & this post is making me look bad.
i love them so much. i just miss their old style.
but their oldd style is what was in back then. so yeah.
you know what? i can love them from all of their haircuts. i can love it.
BUT COME ON ! nick isn't as silly now. ):
joe is . i love danger. he keeps me going!
did i mention what i did last night? (no, it wasn't in joe's pants xD!)
i stayed up til 1am looking at pictures & stuff of joe. i plan to do that tonight.
but you know i'm just gonna favor the joehawk & his straight hairr.
hahas. well, the music & their personality matters most.
+they win with thaat. ♥ tonight i have to go on Limewiree.
and i have to get 'It's About Time' for my iPodd. (:
but i'll get the CD soon enough. i love themm. btw.
these boys amaze me. :]
I'M SOORRRRY ! i;ve only liked them for 2 weeks.
please tell me if i'm a poser & be honesst .):
i'm gonna make a blogpost soon with the evolution of joe's hair. (;
OMJ ! MANDY IS ONNN .<3
mandy for life, yo. &year 3000. the classics.
those were mine a feew years back. (:
i didnt like year 3000 a few years ago. but MANDY. loveed it. [:
i love every JB song i've ever heardd.
blogpost title is from poor unfortunate souls. loves it. :]
AND DID I JUST HEAR KEVIN SING?!
oh my jonas, i love his voicee. it's so boy band after pubertyy xD.
omg, you just don't know it. ♥
i love this song. JOE, YOUR VOICE IS AMAZING & ILY .
mrs danger for life. (:
i want to marry joe sooo badly. please god.
joseph adam jonas, you'rre so amazing .
i'm sorry . but i love him. no, actually. i love him.
not like 'OMJ JONAS BROTHRZ R SO HAWT'
i mean like, 'joseph adam, i love you to no end & if you're happy, so am i.'
yeahh . &they said they'd date a fan anyday!
but i'm so young. i have a better chance with frankie. d:
also, joe's bday is the 15th. he's gonna be 20. (:
and btw, the jonas brothers didn't have a live chat. it's okay .one day (;
youjustdontknowit♥
'kay, i'm gonna go. byee.
xoxo, sammy jonassss !
(IAMWHATIAM.!)

even though she is the blonde, i'm the one that feels so dumb. :]♥

"Hey guys, I'm Enrique Iglesias." --Joe Jonas :D

i think i'll start every post with a JB quote from now on. (:
i changed my blog title this morning, if you haven't noticedd.
it's a joe jonas quote. gotta love it <3. i love joe & his randomness! :]
anyway, i need to rave about TCA. it was awesome!
but Joe & Kev's dares were fake ):. but Nick's was so cuute~
i was tearing up when joe's hair was getting 'cut'. hahas. i'm so gullible.
Kat Von D looks horrible with blonde hair, just btw. ;]
the jonas brothers got five awards. oh, those talented studss. <3
but yeah. i really enjoyedd TCA. (: +the boys looked GREAT. [;
&&did i mention my mom called me Mrs. Jonas yesterday?!
i was absolutelyy ecstatic because motherr knows best! haha.
so yeah. right now i'm waiting to find out if the jonas bbys are having a live chat tomorrow.
i honestly hope they do, but they haven't announced anything.
i didn't realize that they rarely have live chats.
i thought it was ,like, something they did at least every two months.
but there's rumours that their next one is actually in summer 2010.
which i highly doubt. there's another rumour that the next chat is in januaryy.
or september. i don't know what to believe. the jobros haven't said anything!
their myspace blog just says more live chats to come. GAH. detail plz? xD
and also. last night i was up till midnight watchingg jobro videos.
i don't know if i'm at a new low or a new high. x]
well, time to jonas it up!
ttyl; puhleeez comment. & then, i'll love you foreeever. ♥
xoxo, Mrs. Samantha Jonas (wifey of Joe!) :]

you won't see me break_; won't make that mistake. ♥

2 week anniversary with the most amazing boys on the planet; (:
&if you don't know who they are, you're craazy.
my baby boys; my happiness; the music in my heart; the Jonas Brothers. ♥
Joseph Adam Jonas & Nicholas Jerry Jonas & Paul Kevin Jonas II. *
they're amazing as a whole (of course!), but they're each special in a great way.
but i want to thank them for the past 2 weeks i've had. i've been happier than ever.
i see them & smile more than ever. i get the giggles; like a five-year-old would with her first crush. (:
so now; i want to say some of the great things about each one. but i could never fit all the great qualities they each have. they're too studmuffinly. (: i love you boys. ♥

Nicholas Jerry Jonas; oh, the baby of the group. [[: nick, you make me giggle when i listen to some of the older songs. but when i listen to the more recent songs, your gorgeous voice makes me blush. you can pick your voice right out of the song because it really stands out. you're such a sweetie, but you're funny as well. when you sing solo, it captivates my little heart. &you still perform amazingly, despite the diabetes. every time i hear you, i smile because you're just adorable. no one should think you're an underdog because you're the youngest. your voice is hecka powerful! & i think everyone should know that. i would fly with you any day. ;] ♥

Paul Kevin Jonas II; kevin, you're so funny. that's what i needed to say right off the bat. you make me giggle, especially when i watch JONAS or Camp Rock. :D you are so cute & funny, you had my heart right away. (: i don't hear your singing voice much, but when i do, i know it. it's a strong & deep voice. just gorgeous. people don't always think of kevin. i do. i love you, kev. you're great. you're funny, adorable, and when i hear your voice, it makes me so happy because it's so amazing. we obviously don't hear it much because it's such a treat! i don't need 6 minutes with your voice; 3 seconds would be enough, kevin. let's go to the year 3000 together. ♥

&last but certainly not least...
Joseph Adam Jonas; dj danger! :] i love you sooo much. you make me smile, whether i'm watching a clip of you on ellen or just cracking jokes with your brothers. i don't play favourites with you guys, but i'd marry you. honestly. you amaze me in every sense of the word. your voice is just... aaaah, i can't describe it! so sweet & so rock at the same time. your rapping is honestly the best i've ever heard. from the cheeseburger rap to the muffin man rap to the girls rap! you've done it all, joe. when i get front-row tickets to your concert, my biggest wish is that you'd grab my hand. please be mine, baby. ((: or at least grab my hand at the concert. maybe even smile at me or wink at me. i look up to you, joseph. if i can't have you, then i want a sweetheart just like you. yes, you could call me just another crazy fan. but i think you're so great. so studly, haha. so kind. so talented. i swear, i have the lovebug, joe. && i love you. :D ♥

yeah, i know two weeks might not seem like a lot. but it is. [:
in these past two weeks, i have been my happiest.
if one jonas brothers music video comes on, i smile. &giggle. &i fall in love even more.
and when i see these boys, this is what i think;;
amazing. gorgeous. perfect. hilarious. talented. beautiful. incredible. stunning / stunner. wonderful. incredible. brilliant. lovely. flawless. sweet. bright. cheerful. joyful. remarkable. smart. grand. super. dazzling. enchanting. fine. invincible. everything i ever wanted. ♥

& i can't help loving you guys. i can't help that fact that your songs are always on repeat in my mind. i can't help that i'm super obsessive. i can't help making huge blogposts all about you guys. that's just what it's like being a superfan. i don't want to be annoying, but i think people get confused. they think we're horrible, us jonas superfans. well, i'm sorry we're in love with three amazing boys. if you loved them too, you'd understand. they're like the air i breathe;*
I NEED THEM. ♥
if you can't deal with it, you can't deal with me.

if i can be fine with you not liking them;
you can be fine with me loving them.

i am what i am;
I KNOW WHAT I'M NOT. (;

i love the jonas brothers. no one will ever change that. :]
KEVIN&JOE&NICK; aka the best boys in the world. ♥

peace.love.jonas!
& that's for life. ♥ :]

yo! listen, i'm joe jonas. i'm yo best friend :D

&&joe jonas makes me happy.
kay quick post. :]
-wokee up at 7, fell back to sleep till 9:35.
-got forced out of bedd by the brother. d:
-did stuff for awhilee.
-ate dinner.
-storm D:
-new hannah montana.
-didn't watch sonny with a chance.
-watched olivia instead haha, <3
-half watched JONAS, but mostly liv. :]
-now im here, haha!
liv made my day verrry good. love her. ♥
& i love 'danger' jonas & his rappin'. :D
makes my heart melllt . <3 (:
okay so . i'm do stuff .(;
byeee ! LOVE YOU ALLL;; plz comment xx.

and when he's lookin' at me, i wanna get all sentimental. ;]

k, im on vayyycay . (: our hotel is super nice. my mum is sitting at the table with mee. :] she's writing postcards. we're also watching HLN (headline newss). the car ride was nicee; i love long car rides. my laptop has crap battery, haha. can't wait to get a macbook. omg i almost got an i ♥ joe tshirt but i thought it would be confusingg 'cuz it didn't say jonas. :P still looking for another jonas shirt. yes i'm obsessed. i watched the new JONAS && it was amazing. sooo tomorrow we're going to the beaccch;; it'll be fun. i love it heree! ;] soooo i'ma do stuff .i'll blog tomorrow (hopefully?). k bye xoxox.

i'm paranoidd. (;

foooor liivvv! (:

LOVEYOUBBY. ♥

it's you & your future husband ;]

mandy always tells the truth; even when it's hard to do. ♥

the music video for mandy makes me cry. theyre sofa king young. NOSTALGIAAA.
anyway. my day was boring. jonas'd it up a bit. hoping that front row tickets to a jb concert AREN'T 800 dollars, haha. (;
it's really hot heree. i wrote jonas :) on my hand with eyelinerr! yeah im cooool.
uh. somebodddy cancelled their plans with mee. thanks, youre sofa king nice. D:
gaaaaah. uhh, i have twooo youtube channels you should watch / subscribee. (:
FIRST CHANNEL;
daze&olive.
SECOND CHANNEL;
olivia alaine.
^i love both channels; theyre heckaa funny :]
so erm. oh yeah! i go on vaycayy on the 2ndd (this sunday) till the 7th (friday?).
i'll have my laptop / ipod touch, so i'm still gonna be online. if youre my friend, ask where im goingg(:
i'm gonna miss talking to some people 'cuz i won't be online as much but it's okay. :]
uh, so commentt ! plz? 'kay.
PS. my house is a jonas party 24/7. yeahh. my mom & i sing year 3000. &watch JB videos allll day. yeah. and my mom thinks joe is cute. yeahhh! suck it. yeah. slap a hoee; bang a jo-bro. yeah, that's my motto. yeah; BANG IT! just banggg it. yeah. JONAS PARTY, BITCH. or should i say hoe? *slaps you* *bangs a jobro* HELLLL YEAH. :D xD

i am unaware that im a nuisance. ;]

i have nothing to blog about. ):
i may update later. but i just want to say that im infatuated with JB. kaay? yeah.
BYEEEE<3456

baby, you turn the temperature hotter;; [[:

i've come to a conclusionn!
♥ i'm gonna be samantha jonas & liv is gonna be olivia jonas. (:
we'll be sister-in-laws. i'm marrying Joe; she's marrying Nickk.
go to her blog; she made me an amazing sign so i love herr xD http://oliveisamazing.blogspot.com/
shes so cool;. i love her and i owe her one for sure.
I NEED SOME JOBRO STUFF NOW & ALSO TO GO TO A CONCERTT. xD
gotta wait till the next tour.
okay, what should i buy on itunes? camp rock or JB cd? i think ima go with the CD. :]
'kay bye. peace, love, jonas; BITCH! :D
xx, samantha jonassss. [[:

now i'm done with superstars // *

PAUSE THE MUSIC ON THE SIDE && WATCH THIS. :]
yeah, i guess joe was crying;; but it was an amazing performancee <3 go joe. &+ stay strong. you're too good for camilla bitch. xox.

VIDEO WAS REMOVED?! WTF.COM xD

you're much better. ♥

I feel so badd for Joseph Adam Jonas. Camilla Belle broke up with himm. &he cried during the concert. Poor baby. ♥ i guess she really wasn't much better than Taylor Swift. ): but I love the song. it's absolutely gorgeous,. the Jonas Brothers don't have muchh luck with girlfriends, haha. Niley was NOT a good match. Jamilla (xD) was not really too good. Jaylor (xDD) wasn't the best. &i didn't even know Kevin was with someone till he was engaged! so yeah. I feel like they shouldn't really be dating at this point in their lives. okay, that came out wrong. They cann date, but not so exclusively. you know? Not so serious. they have to find someone MUCH BETTER. so yeah. i'm donee. ♥
i wanna fight with youu, tear up the sky with you; you're much better. :]]

then i see it's a pimp & his crack whore. (;

the party was amazing; we stayed up till 5:20 in the ayem. :]
so now im trying to hype up on caffeine. good, rightt?
so i have a story. i havent been hungry at all lately. i've been having lots of ice breakers mints xD
well, my mum was like, 'i don't like this not eating thing.' and i'm thinking 'wtf?! im not anorexic!'
haha. well, it's not funny. but, ya know. i know i should eat but i'm not hungry. that's all. :]]
also, like the new blog title? explicit. ;] *gets another mint*
i just ate dinner btw. so don't be like 'EATTTTT.' hahh.
im really sad that nevershoutnever and cobra starship are popular noww.
i honestly dont want owl city to be mainstream. its hecka annoying. owl city's always been MY thing.
and alsooo. i love my real life friends, but online > real life. i'm sorry if you don't feel that way.
I DO. :] i feel like the internet gives you more choices. i am more open with my e-friends.
i am myself and can relate to them. i'm myself around my real life friends but it's different.
thought i'd say that. so yeah. comment plz. <3

you're so gay & you don't even like boyss. ;]

heeeeeeey. gotta post quickk. (:
okay heres what i did today;
got up. went online. got ready for a partyy. talked to liv&&em,. now i'm heree.
i havent eaten at all today. not really hungry. okay, i srsly have to go. byeee.<3
comment even though i barely posted. xD

if my heart was a house, you'd be home.

^omfg expect lots of owl city lyrics in my titles . <3
that song makes me teary-eyed. no lie. i'll be singing it and i'll choke up and have to stop singing. xD anywaaaay!
i would def post pix on here but im on my other computer and i'm not supposed to put pix on it. so possibly soon. i dont knoww. !
so last night i stayed up late-ishh. talked to liv-yuhh.<3 listened to music & watched food network. twittered.(: and other shizzle. so yesterday i got a small whiteboard at the dollar store and there's blue plastic around the edge and its coming the fuck off ! ughh. but i did write the lyrics to dear vienna on it. not all of them. but a lot. i'ma erase it so i can write the lyrics to meteor showerr. omg my friend just called and we havent talked in forever. awkward. ): hah. owl city will make it better x]. so erm shit (:. FUCK YOU BY LILY ALLEN ! i love lily allen so muchh . she holds a place in my heartt. xD so errrm .ima go. but ilyyy<3 commentxx

i wanna take a ride on your disco stick. ;D

^THAT WAS TO OLIVIA. xD complete the lyric, hoee. <3
okay okay today i went shopping and im zonkedd.
yesterday i got mac lipglass. (:
omfg amazing. its a tadd sticky but i love it a looot.
im too tired to type much other than i love you if you read my blogg .
and erm. i had the best pizza eveer today.
& pix may be up on the blog soon of meeh. <3
liv, i need to liame you my pic. xD
okaay? okay. (:
lovehugskissesxox.

add it up like a mathematician, i wanna be your new addition. +

you're so flyy, no lie, and you know this (ballin')!
o hai. so change of plans todaay . (: im going shopping with emily! omg, ima go to a MAC store for the first time eveeeer! liek omfg. em's gonna be here around 3, and its currently 2:36. so omg. here's my shopping goals;

-makeup! (duh)
-a pair of shorts<3
-flipflops; (preferably black or greyy.)
-hollister gift card for my friend's bday(: <3
-random accessories*
-nerd glasses! (optionaal.?)
-graphic teeeee.

so yeah. and more stuff cuz im bringing lotsa monaay . xD erm i may post pix later of my outfit today cuz its beastlyy. :]] and my hair looks sooo good. omfg its 2:38 right noow! (; so excited . i'll post everything i gett later ! and ermmm . i dont know what other stores will be in this mall cuz i've never been there. but theres defff a MAC, AE, hollister, aero, etc i thinkk.:] and those are the best stores. so fucking happy. (: emi&i are the fucking babes! <3 luv u, em. we always come up with ways to go places together. my mum's a suckerr for my her mum talking her into it,. so we get away with shitt.(": im expecting to talk to livvy when i get homee. cuz i want to talk to that skankhoe. ;] (jk, love you, olive!). so, not to be braggy but, i look freaking boss today! BOSSS!
<3 hehe. and my makeup just looks fantabulous. makeup is my love. besides owl city.(: yes im obseesssedd. <3* dont be hatin'. [: OMFG RTHU3. i hate it when people hate on owl city.! iim like fuck you hater. you wouldnt know good music if it hit you in the ass. xD well, its true. owl city's so fucking closee to my heart and i will always stand by adam young 100%. okay enough owl city talk. 15 more minutessss. and if youre wondering why im so excited, its because i dont go shopping often. and this week im going twice in a week ! cuz tomorrow im going out with my aunt and my mum. omfg ima be broke after this week. x] well, its truue ! my lip gloss is poppin' right noww. (: fuck, gotta go. love & shit. comment xx