when you look me in the eyes♥

^i get reallly happy. ☺

sorry, i'm in a lovey mood. <33333
but you make me insane, in the best way possible.
i think about you waay too much.
i relive the moments way too often.
but it's so worth the cost of my sanity, haha. (:
the thing is, for the past year or so, i have been depressed.
well, it stopped on july 27, 2009. the day JB saved me♥
then, i got much better[; and then...
maybe early november i realized something.
i really really liked this guy.
now every time i talk to him, i get happy.
no one talks to me like that.
you know, he makes me feel special.
i wish he knew, but he doesn't.
he's up there in the list of top guys ever(:
along with ...
Joseph Adam Jonas, Nicholas Jerry Jonas, Paul Kevin Jonas II,
James Tiberius Yorke, Gavin "Spinner" Mason, Toby Isaacs.
oh and how could i forget...
Craig Manning<3
you know, and he's somewhere in that mixx.
so basically, i want to talk to him wayy more than i do.
maybe it'll happen.
thanks for being there for me.
you just don't know it, but you are amazing. <3