it could never be the way i loved you... ♥

^oh god, makes me cryy.

so did i mention the jonas brothers are just amazing?

NO!?!?!? well, they are.

well, i've been there before & i've seen firsthand and front row seat ;]

^bestjonascouple!♥

i know it'll probably never happen ever again.

but they're perfect for eachother.

i trust her with joe & i don't trust anyone else.

i know they're bestfriends, but that makes a good couple. :]

so...

jandy for lifee! <3

&through the trying times; can't walk away!

^i can't walk away.

Joseph Adam Jonas + BRENDA SONG = no.

my point of view?

i'm a really bad fann.

i don't go for this;

"if he's happy, i'm happy" crap.

yeah, i understand it.

but he doesn't control how i feeel .

I LOVE THIS BOY TO DEATH.

but brenda song is his rebound.

and that's that.

gonna go be depressed.

xox,

sambammm.

you don't really even KNOW mee. !@$&^

every day when i go to school; i miss my jonas boys.

& it sucks 'cuz i feel like i'm not obsessed.

i want my babies, every minute of every dayy.

i miss them so fucking much.

listening to some JB songs now. but i just miss themmm.

there's no jonas in school. and then i have to wait til it's later to hear them.

& i absolutely hate it. i LITERALLY miss those boys.

ican;ttakeit!):

rant overrr. (:

i've been really wrapped up in play lately. they;re such a good band, wish they hadn't split up!

oh wellll ! i have an even better band to obsess over. {:

can you believe that it's almost been TWO months of jonas obsession?

thebesttwomonthsofmylifee. :]

SO. i'ma give SHOUTOUTS. ♥

first &_ foremosttt. (isn't that it? hahaa.)

OLIVIA!&^*%$ whhhoa! livlivlivvv . okay; i love her more than jonas. shes the reason these have been the best two months of my life& i can't thank her enough ! if she wasn;t in my life, i would most likeeely be depressed. i know i have a best friend+ she is definitely it.(: she just lives across the countryyy .haha. I LOVE YOU LIV. yourethebestieverhad. :}

secondly.!^&(%

emm, da freaak. (: bbeeessttt cooussiinn iiin thhhee frriggiinn wooorldd. ♥ we have talked basically every day after school. (: she makes me laugh so HARD!. love her foo dat. :] plusss . shes a freak, someone has to be hur frienndd. ;}

THIRRDDLY.

timothy. adfliskle, ems brother & my couusinn, obv. he got in the speshul classes this year cuz hes smarticlee.:] hes so cool;;; we have amazing convosss.

foourrthhhhhhhly. (:

all the people follow-friday'ing me on twitter lately! it's amazing; i ♥ it.

fifthh.whatwhat.

uhmm, they won't see it; but all my frannddss. :]

ANDTHATSIT,./!

yeahh, most of them won't see it. buttheydeserveit!

AND OMJ, I'M HYPPPEER !

the jonases are callmminnggg mmee aa bbiit.

seeee whhhattt iimmm dooiinng?

iiimm dooinngg a ttyppe sppazz.

ittss kinnddaa funnn buuut loottss off woorkk.

GOOODBYYEE. :)

you were the one i thought i neeeded. !

i decided to post 'cuz twitter is being a failwhaleee.

so i wanted to mention mah homegurls.

hahaha(:

the girls i eat lunch with. i couldn't ask for it any other way!

welll, i wish my other two bestays could be there.

but i guess it can't be perfffect.

but my other girls are there♥

i don't wanna give their names. cuz of creeepuhs. x]

but, yeahh.

basically my four best friends. and other friends(:

it would be amazing if my other two girls were there thoughh!

but our lunch is so fun & filled with laughs. haha.

we are always talking about random sheeet. :}

we;re so random& i love it.

i just LOVE those girls. (:

i couldn't get through middle school without themm. ♥

xoxo,

saaaambammm. ;]

if you're gone, i'll move on.

then(: ...

& now. <3

Happy 17th Birthday, Nicholas Jerry Jonas. ♥

i left a message on the saynow for him. & my mom made him a cakeee. (: AND i'm wearing my i ♥ nick shirt. god, i love this boy. he is amazing. he's my inspiration. he's such an AMAZING singer. his voice makes me smile. it makes me happy. :] i love to see that boy smile. i love it. i just can't get enough. he has helped me when i needed it. he has made the past 51 days the best of my life (with the help of his brothers♥). the songs he writes are amazing. so amazing, he even has my mom singing them. from WYLMITE to Turn Right. you can relate, you can cry to them even. he is one-third of the reason i get up every morning and have hope. i have so much love for this boy. he makes me giggle, smile, & cry. he is so talented and gorgeous. and inspirational. his diabetes has never held him back. he always keeps his head held highh.(: i want to be like that. be strong. and his personality is amaaaazing. witty, smart, kind, sweet,. :] i can't say enough about him. he leaves me speechless & breathless. he's gorgeous. he's just aaah. he's nick jonas. he's one of the most perfect boys on the planet. i love you niccccck. :)

i cannot believe you're 17. you will always be an amazing baby-face. (:

i;ve got a red bull & vodka up in my handdd. ;]

NEW LYRICS FOR THAT SONG;^

"hecka" all day.

"beezie" all night.

let's get it poppin'.

i'm in NORCAL, trickkk!

lmao, love it? yess. (:

i love norcal. cuz i like how they talk.

hahaa.

i came up with that rap during gymm.

dang you, hollister.

for having shirts that say "so cal"

but not "norcal".

i would get the NorCal shirt sofa king quick {:

North Cali 4 life.

wellll, i don't live there. but uhh.

liv made me like it.

ahaha, i'm cool.:]

comment, tricks. ♥

can't forget it, won't regret it;;

i love phone calls with my freakin' emilyyy.

^aka; my freaky cousin who i can talk to for HOURS.

and yeahh, i own her. MY freakin' emily. ;]

we talk about all this stuff.(:

jonas, boys, freaks, anything really.

besties since '05. <3

ex-jonas haterss; now jonas LOVERS. (:

she gave me such an amazing compliment.

& i love her even more for thatt!

what would i do without emi?

ughhhh. i don't know.

i'd probs be really lonely!

so many memories wif herr; ♥

i even remember our first sleepover.!

here's some memoriesss;:

big rob, big tim, demi & selena(:

the whole DC trip!

our miley/hannah love. & jonas hate!

(^haha, i always bring up our EX-jonas hate.)

"yo grand-daddeh." xD

the mermaid princess & evil shark king!

(^"yes i believe her!")

no cars in oklahomaaa!

shareena. 'nuff saidd.(:

writing songsss !

(^tim was the manager! xD)

all of my obsessions, lmao.

our jonas comic. :D

her 12th birffday party!

every freakin' sleepover.

(^&we've had over 20. at LEAST.)

the lakee. ;]

"you're fatter than kevin jonas

&kevin is SOOO fat!"

robbie. yeah, 'nuff said.

&everything elseee.

BASICALLY;

this post was necessary.

;cuz em is fraggin' amazing, haha.

LOVEMYEMIBAYBEEH.

<3

will you care when i'm gone & it's done...

& i've really had enough?

games, beezers!^ check it outtt.

KAY, SO.

school was good. not looking forward to wearing the gym uniformss.

i mean, idc. but eww. i don't wanna get changed with people. x]

french is the besssssst. (:

& in english, we had to choose writing subjects.

and i chose music as one. & i interpret that as artist.

and what's my fave musical artisttt?

JONAS BROTHERS. ♥

so if she lets me, i will be doing jonas essay.

lmao, i'm coool. [:

i'm having a jonas jam right now. cuz i went through withdrawl.

honestly. i was like OMFG I NEEED JONAS RIGHT NOW.

my mom & i jammed to y3k twice.(:

I'M SO EXCITED FOR MY BDAY!

i've, like, never been so excited for a birffday.

(october 13th, write it downn. i'ma turn 12.)

i may be getting it's about time.

yesss, you saw. it's about timeee ♥

loveliest album ever. :]

i can only think of jonas stuff i want for my bday.

&&moo-la. (;

em asked what i wanted. i'm like;

"jb self-titled album."

hahaaa, i'm direct most of the time.

ask what i want & i'll tell yuhh. ;]

but uhhhm .

mandy is now my official jam!

yeahhh, don't steal!

;D

so did i mention that...

I AM IN LOVE WITH JOEEEE?

well. i amm. ;]

all the single ladies. ooh bby.

haha, joe's sexaay dance.(:

so uhhm. i'm bored.

twitter me;

twitter.com/sambamjonasx3

msn me;

ask for itt.

orrr aim me;

askkkk.

(:

xoxo, sambam freakin' jonas. ♥

and i will see you again, when i rise. ♥

perfect. <3

a freakin' rant. beware. k, you were warned.

i'm tired of people saying they miss the old JB!

they are the SAME people. joe&nick&kevin.

nothing really changed; they just grew up a bitt.

i do agree that disney is holding them back from their true potential.

i love all of their songs. obviously. but i think disney has changed their sound.

IAT&JB were their best albums, IMO.

ALBL & LVATT weren't as good. okayy? AS.

they are more rehearsed now, but they're not kids anymore.

i wouldn't mind a joe rap every once in awhile. that's all i'm sayinnn,.

sure, disney made them less punky.

but JB wants to be looked up to. & they ARE.

and that's because they write things that are good.

not about bad stuff!

they are soooo amazing. how could you 'miss' them!?

they're right there. yes, i understand they have changed.

so what if they don't do small shows anymore?

they really can't. the whole place would be under attack, haha.

but i know they had more true fans back then.

i'm tired of girls commenting the videos and being like;

"nick is SOOO sexi i want 2 eat him"

i can't STAND that. stop looking at their appearances!

it's their music, kayy?

not their fucking faces. okay? not their amazing hair.

not their bodies. music should be the main thing!

& then, the next thing should be personality.

looks should be freakin' last.

honestly. i can't stand these girls who just love their looks.

it's horrible. i may be a new fan but...

i know what the fuck i'm talking about. you can call me fake.

but really, i DO love them & not just their looks.

i fell in love with them because of a SONG. not their faces.

i have grown up singing their songs. i would always listen to radio disney.

& they would always be on!

i liked/loved mandy, year 3000 (well, y3k got on my nerves, hah),

hold on, sos, that's just the way we roll, WYLMITE, burnin' up, & play my music.

i actually had a burning desire to see the 3D movie when it came out!

i didn't though. idk, i always found them so elusive.

ohkayyy, off-topic.

but the point is;

yes, their style changed & their fans have too.

but they are the same joe, nick & kev, and that won't change.

♥jonas4lifeee.

EDIT!; joe's straight hair will always pone. straight > curly. (:

i will see you in eternity. ♥

i'm laying in my bed & i'm on my ipod. and i needed to blog. because i need to explain my feelings for this boy. joseph adam jonas. i was just watching a video of JB performing 'eternity' & i saw him, and then i bursted out in tears. first of all, he looked gorgeous. he looks amazing in any color, but especially purple. and of course, he was wearing purple. but then his voice. his face. his everything. i can't describe how i felt. but right now i'm tearing up just thinking about it. i love all of JB. but joe is my baby. my everything. the love of my life. to me, he is perfect. he can make you laugh & smile when you're feeling yucky. he can make you cry happy tears. and he can make you immensely want a bear hug from him. and everything about him makes me happy. it's like, if i threw up while looking at him, i would be throwing up happiness. he makes my heart explode in the good way. i want him to hold me, especially when i'm down. just imagining that makes me happy. his smile makes my world a better place. it's gorgeous. he's a gorgeous person, inside and out. joe is on my mind a lot. when i'm not doing well, & can't access any jonas, i think of how eventually i'll have them. and it's all worth it. joe's smile instantly makes me feel better. his happiness is my happiness. i wish he could know all of this. i want him to see how much i truly love him. i want him to know how amazing he is. and what he has done for me, & is doing for me every single day. joseph, i want you to marry me. hold me when i need to be held. hug me when i'm down. make me laugh when i don't want to. and be with me every day. i know it'll never happen, but it's my dream. he means soooo much to me. he's "light that makes my darkness disappear" and that's no lie. i love you, joe.

she was on her way to mars... ♥

ASDFGHJKL. that song makes me cry.

lmao, i'm lamee.

Out Of This World - Jonas Brothers. ♥

have i mentioned that they are amazing?

if you aren't a jonas fan;;

you'll never know if you like them til you listen to every songg.

it takes one song, & then you;ll love every song.(:

so yeah. that was quick post. :]

xoxo, sambam.

i know there's no need to worry.♥

current jb favess.(:

(from each albumm,.)

It's About Time;

Year 3000.♥

Jonas Brothers;

Australia.♥

A Little Bit Longer;

Tonight.♥

Lines, Vines, and Trying Times;

Keep It Real.♥

woooop wooop. i love these songs currently.(:

they;re great. like, honestly.

listen to them, if you haven't.

<3

more&more, i start to realize...

...how much i love WYLMITE. (:

i NEED to learn hollywood on piano though. and maybe australia on guitar. 'cuz that song rocksss. :D godd, i love it.(: the only jonas song that i really don't LOVE is lovebug. idk why! just don't adore itt. but ehh. my top five jonas songs have fucking changed! ASDFGHJKL. i'll do my current faves from each album. ugh; that'll be the next post. & new fave wordd? dumbfucks. i love it. :] i needed to twitter it earlier cuz i was FED UP! everyone comments old jonas videos and are like 'oooh disney gave them an image. they were so much better back then!'. i'm like 'shut the fuck up. you make it worse for me! i already feel guilty for being a fan for a short amount of time and then you say the people i love right now have a fucking disney image!!? i really don't care. they were amazing guys then and they're the same now. what's wrong with this so-called image anyway? so what if they can't perform at festivals now. they are amazing so SHUT YOUR MOUTH. dumbfuck!' haha, those are my thoughts. i can't stand these peopleee. but yeah. my next post will be current jonas faves. i may do that every week or so. (: cuz i don't really think i can pick official favess. so yes! gonna post that. :]

i would not get tired, 'cuz i'd be with youu.♥

D team, beeezie! (:

best classes, kind of.

my homeroom/social studies teacher is old and mean.

but ehhh. none of the other teachers are bad! :]

9th lunch period wif some friendies !

hecka cute guy sits near me in homeroom & pre-algebra.

i forget his name thoughhh, lmao.

some of my friends are in my class, yay!

cross your fingers that i make lots of friends!(;

11th period chorus rockss. haha, all the cool peoplee[:

+my best frienddd ! ♥

and as for jonas names (in my classes)?

one nick, two joes, one kevin, & one frankiee! :D

yaaay ! hahaahah. <3

other best friend is on my buss (:

top locker, suckaaa !

right outside of my homeroom. ^_^

english teacher = so funn(:

french teacher = niceee:]!

math teacher = prettty dang cool.

social studies teacher = ehh. not so much.

science teacher = really nice :3

chorus teacher = coool x3

literacy teacher = sweet but kinda strictt. ;]

P.E. teacher = scary but cool .xD

one thing that suckss?

P.E. first. ughhh. but i guess it's okay.

my friend & i were in the gym today and saw...

THE ROPE. x]

lmao, the dreaded rope. pray we don't use itt .d:

one thing that's pretty good?

last period chorus !:]

chorus is the bombb.

we;re going on a field trip at the end of the yearr;

&+ we're gonna be in a singing competition. :D

&_omfg.

the bus is kindof psychoo . o_o

there's this boyy. & we see him at the bus stop.

and it's like, 'oh crap, is that (insert his nickname here)?'

and yeahh, it was. he is hilarious!

but sooo loud ! lmaaao, thank god he's not in any of my classes.

but overallll;

the bus is really good. my friends' buses are near mine.

so we walk togetherr. :]

the coooolest twins ever are in my homeroom.

boy&girl; both my good friends.(:

i sit near the desk in math, bummerr !

but the cutie sits behind mee.

sad thing is, i don't know if he's a "nerd" yett.

so, ehh.

&whoaa. there's this freak in my french class.

i think he actually has issues, mentally. idontknow!

i hate the french class's hallway.

it's eighth grade territory. d:

uhhm. eighth graders are obnoxious. just a bit. (;

and i didn't expect so many 'emo' girls.

plaid skinnies? black hair with blonde streaks? a pound of eyelinerr?

it was odd, but i don't mind them.

&i hate the "cool" girls. it;s so weird. they all banded together over the summer.

at least i get to come home and listen to jonas(:

there's this girll, she seems nice. we sit near eachother in two classes.

might talk to her tomorrow .?

she sits next to me in SS, sooo... yeah.

that's not the best idea. /:

&&&locckkerrrs ?

i'm okay with them, but we don't have a lot of time between classes.

my locker schedule suckss. i just figured it out.

after odd classes. have to get stuff for four classes at one point! D:

NO NO NO .

and we can't bring our bags. wtf.com.

lmao, i'm having a spasmgirl.com right now. (KATHRYN&LIV!)

&btw, my homeroom is so amazing. sortaaa. ;]

but yeaaaaah !

i have to jonas it up or somethingg.

thank god for half dayss .

pray tomorrow will be good. please.

xoxo, sambam♥

ps; follow these two twitters!

@the_joehawk

&

@vintagejbfans!

thankkkks. (:

it;s too quiet in here. ♦

love that picturee.♥

kay, so, basically. i'm freaking out! i just got picked to co-own a twitter fansite with someone! (@curefornickj) i'm sooo excited. i can;t say what we're gonna do, 'cuz that would ruin it. haha, but i'm so excited. i was in shock. my mouth was like ':O'. haha, it's truee. but i'm so excited, can't wait to make the account. it's gonna be loads of funn. i just know it. i'm too freaked out to blog much, haha. so yeah. and my twitter? @sambamjonas_ check it out if you really wanna. (:

xoxo,

a very excited sambam (:

i must not chase the boyss. (;

^faye, anna, anaïs, & rosie. aka; play ♥

they were my fave band when i was 5 or 6. (: they;re pretty good, but they've broken upp. look up 'us against the world' or 'i must not chase the boys' on youtubee. tell me what you think. but yeah. i finally figured out my top 5 JB songs, no particular order. i'll post it in a bitt. gotta have some time to do it. i probs will later tonight. so yeah, gonna listen to demi's cd & stuff. ttyl .<3

yeah, we all see through you //

^really starting to like them. correction; love! (:

well, hello, my blog readers. how are you today? i'm just finee. i have been listening to 'Every Time You Lie' by Demi Lovato for about four hours now with very minimal breaks. yeah, crazy. i love it. (: i keep on telling myself that this is the last time, then i'll change the song. but that's not happening. so yeah. today was pretty good. some drama, i guess if you wanna call it that. i think i'm just a freak. haha. i've been a twitter addict tonight. haha. i have to enjoy my last days of summer though. and guess what time i woke up today?! 10:35! i had a dream about starbucks & em. i think there was some jonas in it, but very little. ): haha. i should actually be sleeping but my mom has been letting me stay up late. which is bad! i have to prepare for the earliness of school. plus tomorrow i'm shopping at the mall! i'll be drained, haha. plus i'm going to my nana's house. i get the see Aunt Beck & Aunt Jeanne. lmao! that just reminded me of that song 'Becky.' haha. just me & liv's weird conversations. ;] so you mayyy have noticed that my blog is private now. uhm, it's because i'm afraid of creepers. so yeah. i don't know how i'm supposed to tell people. i'll probs take it off privatee. it's too hard. i will after i post. but yeahhh. i just needed to post. i love you alll. lots. and lots and lots. ♥

something about you is so addictive♥

i smile when i see them. :]

hai. sambam here, obviously. i have, like, 8 days til school. which is gonna suck. i mean, i'm kinda excited. but i'm gonna miss sitting around listening to the jonas brothers and watching disney. i mean, this summer i went from samantha (insert last name here) to sambam jonas. big transformation! i think it was a good transformation. i just can't wait til next summer, haha. already, i can't wait til summer! i have a feeling next summer will be aahmazing(: this summer has been fun, but i didn't do much. so next summer, my goal is to do some more stuff! but this school year will be good. my homeroom is pretty good & my bestest friend is on my bus. so the bus ride won't be a living hell. haha! i thought i would have no one to sit with but i guess i do. :] thank god. i just pray to god this school year won't suck. i really need a good school year. one that i really enjoy. i think this will be the year. :] i know there will probs be drama though. i mean, i'm in middle school now. seventh grade. people will obviously date. people have been dating since fifth grade. but i think it will really be the year where people actually start having a relationships. or maybe that'll be eighth gradee? i don't know. i don't think i'm mature enough to date, lmao. okay, maybe i am(; but stilll! so what do you people think about seventh grade? will it be amazing? or will it just suck? haha. i think it'll be all good, or at least i hope... ttyl? xoxo ♥