& you don't know what you've got until it's gone; and you don't know what it's like to feel so low.

hi, everyone. i have a message to tell you all.;
last night was probably the worst night of my life. i'm being honest. i felt as if i was going to cry at any second. my heart was broken. i felt it drop. i was trembling. it was a bad bad bad experience. in the end, everything was okay. but you know what? i'm glad i have such a forgiving friend. because it didn't have to be okay. she could have just stayed mad. i'm so glad she didn't. i just want everyone to know that friendship is realllly special. when you find a best friend, you shouldn't take it for granted. if you made a mistake, you have to admit it and move forward. and i had to do that. just follow my advice and never fight with your best friend ever again. if you DO fight with your best friend, just "hold on" & "have faith, restart." okay? and let me tell you one more thing. when i woke up this morning, i was in total denial. i told myself it was a bad dream, and that would never happen because we're best friends. i told myself all of that stuff, but i knew it wasn't true. it still hasn't sank in. but it's going to have to. but the point is, we all make mistakes. you have to fix them. that's what best friends are about.
& hey best friend; thanks for giving me another chance. ♥
ps; listen to hold on if you're ever in a situation like i was. and everyone should go listen to true friend. okay? thank you! :]