this feeling's tearing me up (here we go now)!

i don't think he's right for me anymore. but does that mean i'll ever stop? no. ):

OH MY GOD, IN TEN SHORT MONTHS, I FELL APART. i completely fell apart.

my stomach is starting to get nervous pains. i don't care if i get you, I DON'T WANT YOU WITH HER.

my stomach realllly hurts now. i have to let you go. why can't i? why do you mean so much?

i never tried so hard to get someone out of my head. i miss you .

goodbye. ): you hurt me real bad. fuck, i cried last night. i'm gonna miss you. i loved you, in the past tense.