i don't know what's right &+ what's real anymore. //

today i spent all day watching peach girl, which is this anime. :]

i watched all 25 episodes. :D i was crying. it was like a cartoon soap opera, haha.

i was like 'OMG SAE'S A BITCH!' & 'toji, come back!!' & 'kairi is right for momo!' & 'momo, don't be a bitch!'. but it all ended up good in the end.

i also have other stuff to talk about, but i don't want my posts to be depressing.

but before i get serious, i'd like to say that i'm watching 'family matters'. steve urkellll<3

okay, serious noww. okay, so, on my old blogs, most of my posts were depressing and dark.

well, i think it may come back. D':<

let me tell you the storyyyy.;

okay ,there's this guy i used to like a lot. he was a real sweetheart & a stunner too. i thought he really liked me but then he started to ignore me. i always came on too strong but i denied it and acted like he didn't mindd. well, he did. i scared him, i think. he thought i was a needy puppy. well, he made me feel horrible. he started liking another girl. the next thing i know they're going outt. everyone thinks they're the school's best couple. except for me. i see right through it. anyway that's beside the point. i fooled myself. i said that i was over it. i thought i was .but i'm not, goddamnit! I'M A LOVESICK PUPPY, KTHNX! i can't fucking take it anymore! how hard do you think it is? he's going out with this bimbo and i'm stuck here not over it. i really thought he liked me. we'd talk a lot and i thought he really did like me. i knew that i liked him. i still know that but i don't know why! why do i love that bastard!? he's a playerr! i can't get over it. i can't deal with the fact that we're over, and we never even officially started. ): god, help me. and when i say help me, i mean get those two away from each other and make him love me.

well, i guess i'm done. please comment. goddamnit, you all better comment.

xx trainwreck (that's my new name.)